trust in the transformation you are about to go through
ppl who think that saying “I love you” to someone a lot makes it lose it’s meaning are so boring literally what could make you think that? if someone tells you they love you like 3 times in an hour it means that 3 separate times they were sitting there and thinking about you and how wonderful you are like. smh. say I love you to everyone that you love as often as possible bc sometimes it’s easy to forget that there are people who love you
Imagine taking me for granted, then BOOM you never find anyone like me again
I know I be saying I wanna meet someone, but last night I spoke on the phone with this guy & it didn’t really go well & it kinda made me realize that I’m not ready to date bc I’m not the best version of myself that I could be. & I feel like I always say this when I get out of a relationship, that I wanna work on myself, but then I end up meeting someone & hop into shit w them & prioritize them, & I’m so tired of doing that shit. I wanna prioritize myself, I wanna work on my body, losing weight, toning, & I wanna focus on my career, building shit for my future. Bc honestly I’m 25, I’m working a minimum wage job still & I look at shit my friends are doing, or shit other 25 year olds are doing, & it makes me feel so behind in comparison. Like they’re so advanced w their careers, making moves, doing cool shit, making money, & I’m like… hi thanks for calling Samsung how can I help you. Like 😭 no. I really need to focus on myself now, maybe I should take a year off relationships, like dating casually is fine but I really don’t want to enter a relationship with the same problems I always bring to every relationship. Every time I enter a relationship I feel like I’m not the best version of myself I could be, so I prioritize the other person instead of focusing on myself & bettering myself & improving myself like I should be, & I put way too much into the relationship which is energy I should be putting into MYSELF.
If I ever stop talking to you & remove you from my life, I hope you understand how hard it was for me. I have a bad habit of holding onto the little bit of good in ppl, no matter how bad they clearly are for me. So if I don’t fw you anymore, it’s bc you pushed me past my limits
